the 19yr old girl who wished she hadnt grown up








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PICTURES :)))

somewhereovertherainbow;

6:50 AM


Saturday, July 29, 2006

i just realised my blog is so so so dead.
but once again,i dont have much to update.
HAHAHHH.
my life revolves around studies plus cca these few days.
i hate to admit but it's really super tiring.
everything seems to be in a MESS.
i need time to really sort some things out,
but is there enough time?
WHAT THE HELL.
im feeling sooooooo ___________now.
=X
i didnt want this to be a depressing post,
sometimes,it is just meant to be.
AHHHHHHHHH HAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.

somewhereovertherainbow;

2:28 PM


Sunday, July 16, 2006



Seems like it's going to rain soon. HAHAhh,at least it's better than a hot and sunny day. Haven really updated for quite some days,cos has been quite busy these few days with school. HMMMM. have been thinking for these past few days,can i really juggle between cca and studies. my mid yrs is a total disaster and there is only abt 2 months plus to promos. im starting to wonder,will i make it. this is so depressinggggg. =X



things that happened these few days made me realise that different do have different expectations of themselves,some high,some low. Some are easily contented while some are not. I dont know which category i belong to. HEHEHhh. maybe it just depends on my mood. Ohh ya,i have to learn to control my emotions,and i think that im improving! :)) now im starting to feel that people can change soooooo fast, sometimes just way toooooo fast.


this is just a post to show that CHANXUETING is still alive and kicking. saw shirley wong wong and ivan at mac yesterday!


i'll go the extra mile, for you :D

somewhereovertherainbow;

5:51 AM


Monday, July 10, 2006

This is bad!! This is really bad. HAHAHHH. okay,as mentioned in the previous post,I GOT BACK MY SUPER SUCKY MATH RESULTS. hmmmm,it's really time to _______. Like what mr Tan said,maybe it's time to change the studying method. YES YES YES :)) I dont want to screw up my promos!!


went kbox with cousins today =))

training tomorrow! :)) smart and casual day :)) but i will miss superband :(



AHH.things are going to get tougher.

somewhereovertherainbow;

12:52 PM


Thursday, July 06, 2006

IM GETTING BACK MATHS SCRIPT TOMORROW.


yes,tmr. Okay,i never thought that it would be so fast. TOMORROW,6thJULY2006,THURS,11am=DOOMSDAY. hahaha. I dont mean to laugh here,but at least laughing makes me feel a little bit better, only a little bit. There's still the PW worshop which we have signed up earlier,my grp has yet to do the ppt thing!! OHH SHIT,it's going to be another round of last minute work tonight over msn. HAHA,from here,i declare MSN MESSENGER the best online communication device ever =)) OHH WAIT,luckily theres still the LOG dinner tmr, at least i still have something to look forward to. It's going to start out real bad,but i'll make sure it will end perfectly well :)) MUAHAHAHAHA.


As for today,we had our gsc paper. HMMMM. HMMMM. HMMM...i dont know what to say. The time given was a little bit short for me,SHORT!! I basically just rushed through everything,especially the sumarry part and just wrote 150words when...HAHAH,i think it is way more than that. HEEHEE. okay,i'll just pray hard that the teachers wont count. DONT COUNT.
After that something cropped up which got me and alyssa going in and out of school twice,HAHAH,shall not elaborate much on it but i pity poor alyssa. HOHOHOHO. Both of us then decided to eat alot for lunch so as to make up for the losssss of energy. For some unknown reason,i felt so sleepy and restless after that,nobody knows why,I DONT KNOW EITHER =D


I have the exact same sentiments as SHUXIAN!! Was reading my livejournal entries a few days ago and realised how much i have changed. HAHAH. the 13yr old me was sooooo childish yet cute. HAHAH,oops. Although im glad that sense of childishness is gone now,somehow,the frankness is gone. The past me was so easily contented with the things that happened,so blunt and straightforward to the extent tt words can hurt. HAHAHA,i didnt realise all these until i went to read the entries. Still,there is a naturally natural element found in a child,which is missing in some of us now. Gone were those days. HAHAH.

NONO,im not going to make this sound like an emo post. It just makes one feel so lousy,luckily i still have my ICE CREAM to cheer me up. HAH.


here's a msg to my guitar:
dear guitar,you are so near yet so far.i wonder where has that passion gone to.i'll find it back one day =)

somewhereovertherainbow;

8:31 AM


Tuesday, July 04, 2006


got this pic from grant's friendster,hope he doesnt mind!
was sooooo happy when i saw this picture,certainly brings
back memories :))
the weekly badminton sessions over at eugene's place,
letter writing, the 6k voting booth!
updates on livejournal (i just visited it and it really got me laughing)
those BBQ days, ong lai and ms low
and many many more...
love, 6k =)

somewhereovertherainbow;

7:26 AM


Saturday, July 01, 2006

According to yeeshan,im having my "little holiday" now. HAHAH :)) Mid-years is over,and i dont wish to talk about it,cause it wasnt that good for me. BLAH,i dont care,it's over.

For some reason,im feeling very weird after the exams. Im feeling so freeeeeee to the extent that i kind of feel tt it is abit meaningless. hoho. weird ppl have weird feelings. I DONT KNOW. Went out with xiang ytd to shop shop shop :) Im really not a good shopping partner,cos i will always feel so tired after a while of walking around. HAHAH. so note:dont ask me out for shopping,i will end up eating. HEH,kidding kidding. i still love shopping :) provided that im in the mood and i have MONEY.

Today is L1 movie day!! but my eye is like shit,pain and swollen. AND I CANT GO =(( sorry people and have fun!


I REALLY FEEL LIKE CYCLING!! it always makes me feel better. SOMEONE PLS ASK ME OUT TO CYCLE. i will gladly agree to be your cycling partner. hahaha,this is for real okay. I dont want my mood to go allllll the way downnnnnn.


BOO.

somewhereovertherainbow;

3:03 AM